Unwanted pieces of paper; crush it please.

omfg. i woke up at 8:30 to have a friendly match against our school . My stamina is like sheet la. I didn t even score a goal today. Depressing. I made a new friend - Cheryl. She is quite friendly :D Then we wanted to add each other on friendster, but i didn t get her email :l Maybe i should ask Fariza.

Sheet la . My knee is giving me problems. Today i was quite pissed at Sofian. He , Hmm how do i say, Nevermind. Just like kan ta bu shuang ? He keep looking down on me and giving me this freaking smirk which i felt like tearing it off his face. Then Suju told Gloria that i have this killer stare. LOOL. damn funny. Actually Suju is right . I do stare like that during the game . LOOL. Like i am panting already and you still smirk? Whatever. At least i have a pride and don t bootlick people. After 6-7 months of studying and not touching the stick, I lost my damn stamina. I better go jog everyday now . I think Mr.Wee was quite disappointed with me today. Sigh. Yeah. Some stupid goal of mine.

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I went to the Hospital yesterday and took a blood test. I don t understand. Is the world really like this? How come i can survive the worst in the family but why is my body the most problematic. It is so depressing for me to keep thinking like this. Even my mother don t understand that sometimes, or maybe , nobody. I know they tried. But it is never the same unless your in the same shoes as me . Everybody is different . But i think i am the one that sticks out the most . i decided to walk around and i saw in the lobby of the hospital, there were PLENTY of folded cranes floating above my head. I think there are more than a thousand. They say if you make 1000 cranes, you can make a wish and your wish will come true.

I finally bought my dress! :DDDD
and i think my father was quite content that i join him to dinner today.

People say i should appreciate my talents for what it is .
But my talents are not here and there~